(Story) 100th Unsent Letter

I tried everything from the beginning to the end. I wrote 99 letters and yet, not one is sent to you. I am foolish and weak. Will I be able to give this letter to you? Will it be thrown away again just like the 99 letters I wrote for you?

This will be my last letter for you before I leave this town. I first met you at a pizza house. You were short a quarter so I gave you a quarter. I still remember the smile in your face.

It was not too long ago when you broke up with your boyfriend when you found out he was cheating on you. You cried your heart out and your friends could not say anything that could make you feel any better. No words can comfort you. I had my chance of getting close to you. I sat with you in your locker every day. It took 3 weeks before you noticed me. You asked me why I was there. I told you that I want to hear why you are sad. You told me everything. My ears were wide open and I never left you since then.

You like red and blue. Jackfruit makes you feel sick and you're not even alergic to it. You love strawberries. You hate pink because all the other girls like it and you don't want to be like those other girls. You loved your last boyfriend since then till now.

You were having your smile back and slowly gained your old friends. I wish I could say I love you but I can't. I was never the man you love. As you become a part of a bigger crowd, you start becoming apart from me. All I wanted was to be with you but I am just nothing. What I want doesn't seem to mater. But I did get one thing back. The smile you had back in the pizza shop.

You have your life back and I am back in the corner. Soon, my family is moving. Should I give this letter to you or not? I'm so foolish. I can't tell you how I feel and I can't even say goodbye. Do you even remember me? I thought we were friends. When I'm out of this town, you will always be a part of my memory. We were once friends and I'm happy for that. You won't be needing a person like me.